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  He raised a perfect manly eyebrow at her. “No false modesty, I see."

  "No need. It's the truth. Ask anyone."

  They turned a corner and headed toward the Gallery of Greece, still hidden beneath its coverings. “Good. I'll be paying a lot of attention to the new gallery. As it happens, I'm a bit of an expert in ancient Greece myself."

  "I know,” she allowed. “You have an impressive pedigree. I read your grandfather's paper on the spread of Hellenistic civilization. It's brilliant. I referred to it a lot during my studies and my work."

  Eric Lord stopped walking for a moment, and stared at her, apparently stunned. “You read that? It was written years ago. I would have thought a young person like you would have turned to some newer research."

  "Young person?” she scoffed. “I'm twenty-eight, and you look all of thirty."

  She wouldn't have thought it possible, but the director blushed.

  "Besides,” she continued, trying to be nice. “Your grandfather's arguments are still completely valid. And I like his style of writing. He made it sound as if he were on intimate terms with the ancient Greeks."

  He cleared his throat.

  "Is your grandfather still...?"

  "Gone. He's been ... gone for years."

  "Oh. I'm sorry.” Maia stared at him. He seemed to have let his guard down at little, and she did truly admire his grandfather's work. But she was still determined to hate him. He'd fired what's-his-name, and she still didn't know what he wanted with her. “Look, Mr. Lord. I'm sure you didn't bring me here to reminisce. If you're planning to fire me, could we get it over with sooner rather than later? It'll take me a day just to clear out the crap on my desk."

  This time, he did laugh. His top-model face split with a huge grin, as if he were enjoying her discomfort tremendously. And even though his laugh irritated her, it also reached inside her body, like a manly finger seeking out her most private places. It tickled and teased her.

  "What's so funny?"

  "You, to be truthful,” he replied.

  She bristled. “Well, laugh if you want. I'm used to it. People have been laughing at me for years. I assure you it doesn't bother me anymore.” But there was a time when it did. When she was the overweight, pimply girl in high school, it had bothered her a great deal. She might have been the student who won all the academic awards at graduation, but the other kids had only laughed at the “statue hugger."

  His green gaze hardened, as if he had somehow caught a glimpse of her former sadness and didn't like it. “I mean no disrespect. I just don't think I've ever met anyone quite so ... frank. I'm not sure if I find it refreshing or not.” He paused, staring at her the whole time. “Look, I didn't bring you here to fire you, Miss Douglas. If that were my plan, you'd already be out the door, clutching your Holly Hobby purse."

  She looked down at her satchel. It was her turn to blush.

  "Actually, I have some plans for this gallery. Your knowledge of Greece is good, if not quite as extensive as mine. Even still, I thought I'd bend your ear a little."

  Her knowledge wasn't as extensive as his? Who did he think he was talking to?

  Maia's heart started to palpitate again as her brain whirled. What plans did he have? The Greek gallery was set up exactly as her father had set it up years ago. Yes, they'd been doing some minor renovations, but the design was the one her father had created years ago. Everyone at the museum agreed it should remain. It was her dream to retain her father's vision for the gallery.

  Especially now, with her dad sick as he was.

  "Plans?” she murmured.

  He grinned at her again as they reached the entrance. He held back the drop cloths for her. “Yes. Sweeping changes, actually. Museum styles change, as you know. The gallery is outdated, crammed tight with every possible artifact on display. I want to see something more streamlined, less busy. Right now, it looks like a hoarder's basement.” He wet his lips, noting how her eyes dropped to watch. “Some sculpture will have to go. Starting with the statue of Eryx."

  She could barely push enough air through her windpipe to say, “What?"

  His eyes narrowed on her. “Eryx. Greek god of love."

  Maia's eyes burned. “I know who he is! What are you doing with his statue?"

  "I know some people at the Hermitage. They'd like to display the Eryx and I'm interested in a few of their items. You know, a little trade to freshen up the collection."

  "The Hermitage? The Russian Hermitage?” He was sending her Eryx to Russia? She fought the overwhelming rush of dizziness as she attempted to squeeze another labored breath through her thickened throat.

  "It's just a temporary change, Miss Douglas. Eryx is already down in storage. Don't worry, though. We'll bring him back, in about two years or so.” He stared at her.

  "No,” she whispered. Without waiting for Eric Lord to respond, she hiked up her long skirt and ran toward the spot where Eryx had stood for twenty-three years.

  As she careened around the corner, Maia didn't even hear the footsteps behind her. All she felt was the horrible, empty feeling in the pit of her stomach and the trail of her tears on her cheeks.

  Why him? Why her Eryx? He could have traded any other statue.

  She stopped before his pedestal and looked up toward where Eryx's face had been. The face which used to smile and wink at her. The face her father had pulled from the rubble and brought to light. The face she'd fallen in love with.

  He was gone. The pedestal on which her beloved Eryx had stood was bare, as if the god had never been there at all.

  Eric Lord caught up to her. She turned to him, her face white. And promptly collapsed into his strong arms.

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  Chapter Four

  Eric fished the teabag out of the mug and tossed it into the trash. He turned and gazed at the sleeping Maia.

  What a basket case. All he'd done was shift a statue, and she'd reacted as if he'd pulled the plug on her comatose granny.

  Okay. So maybe he'd done it to provoke her. Maybe he didn't really have an arrangement with the Hermitage. But when he'd seen how strangely she'd acted with the statue, he had wanted to mess around with her mind a little.

  Museum employees were always so staid, so resistant to change. He always thought it best to come in and show them who was boss right from the start. So he'd dismissed that one waste of space Mark, and toyed with Maia Douglas. The same sort of wrangling happened in the corporate world every day.

  The problem with museum staff was they all thought they were somehow above it.

  He hadn't expected her to pass out on him, but he should have seen it coming. Her little face had been just burning with indignation, lit with an inner fire which had touched him in a way few things had in a long time. When she'd fainted, he'd picked her up and carried her to a nearby staff lounge. He'd laid her on a couch so she could recover from the stress of not seeing the statue.

  And then Eric had uttered a quick incantation to ensure no one walked in on them. He didn't know what to make of this Maia Douglas and wanted some time to contemplate her in silence.

  He also hadn't expected her to comment on his “grandfather's” work. There was no grandfather; there never had been. It was all Eric, doing work at different times. And it gave him a not-insignificant thrill to think Maia had read and enjoyed his paper.

  He could still see the tracks of her tears on her cheeks. Even passed out, her face was still crumpled in pain. Pain he'd caused.

  And it bothered him.

  He'd been too hard on her. Why? Was Dionysus right? Was he being an ass because he was pretending he hadn't felt a crippling attraction to Maia Douglas right from the start?

  No.

  Yet, without knowing why, he slid over to where she lay and brushed his fingers against her clammy cheek. “So cold,” he murmured.

  What would it feel like to warm her up?

  Even as the tempting thought strayed into his head, Eric moved away from her. “No,” he s
aid. “I'm not here for sex. I'm here to work. And I don't need to get distracted by a mortal conservator. Especially not one as flaky as this one."

  But even as he said the words, he drank in the sight of her. Long dark hair pulled into a messy ponytail, spilling over the couch cushion. Sweet brown eyes, now obscured by fluttering lids. A pleasantly round face with lips that looked so soft. Skin so delicate and pale he could make out a dainty vein under her left eye. And the voluptuous body of a goddess, hidden under a long peasant skirt and an old denim jacket. To top off a disturbingly sensual picture, one of her plastic crocs had fallen off, revealing a pretty foot and toenails painted bright purple.

  Those toenails were as silly as she was. But they made him smile.

  He hadn't smiled the same way since before Chloe was taken from him.

  If only Nemesis hadn't found her.

  He passed a hand over his face. It did no good to remember what he could not change. Since Chloe, since the few other women he'd tried to love, he'd changed his life, devoted himself to a cause. It was his only love now.

  He couldn't allow any other love into his life. Not even lust.

  And yet, here he was, holed up in a staff lounge that had seen better days in the 70s, with a woman who brought back troubling memories of Chloe. Why? Clearly, Maia Douglas was nothing like his Chloe. His Chloe was all grace and delicate beauty.

  Maia was a Shabby Chic mess. And she was dribbling on the couch.

  Feeling a strange tug inside his belly, Eric grinned and wiped her chin with a tissue.

  Upon feeling his touch, she moved. He retreated, moving to the counter. He watched as her eyes cracked open, and she stared up at the stained ceiling tiles. Then she turned toward him and took him in as an adorable frown creased her brow. “What happened?"

  He brought her tea with him and sat at the far end of the couch, needing to feel space between them. The old Eryx would have taken her there, would have seduced her until she was a pliable hot mess in his hands. He couldn't allow himself to be a man of that sort anymore.

  He was Eric. For all intents and purposes a man, not a god. At least, not here.

  Fighting a strong, sudden urge to lift her skirt and lie down between her legs, he offered her the mug. “You fainted. Here. Drink this.” He knew his tone was brusque. He didn't care.

  She took the mug and sniffed it, making a face. “Don't suppose I could get something stronger?"

  "Like what?"

  "Oh, I don't know. Some Glenfiddich?"

  Suppressing a smile, he assumed his serious director face. “I don't think that would be wise."

  "Right.” Maia sat up with some difficulty. “I guess it's not a good idea to get plastered in front of the new boss."

  Yeah, definitely not a good idea. Because then he'd be tempted to have a sip, and the old Eryx might show himself. And then Miss Douglas wouldn't stand a chance. He'd have her naked before she even noticed her plastic shoes were missing. He sat back and crossed his arms. “So, have you always been so bad with change, or did you save your little display of nerves just for me?"

  "I'm not bad with change.” Stubborn, petulant Maia was back. “You took my statue away."

  "Your statue?"

  Her bottom lip trembled. “Well, the museum's statue. Eryx has been here almost as long as I've been alive. He's one of the most popular pieces in the collection."

  "Popular?” He couldn't help teasing. “With whom? Female conservators with an odd fashion sense?"

  She glared at him.

  "Perhaps I want to widen our demographic.” His lip curled in a taunting smile. “Come on, Miss Douglas, let's be friends. You should see the pieces the Hermitage wants to loan us."

  She stood up. “I don't care. I want to see Eryx. Now.” She set her mug of undrunk tea in the sink and vacated the room, headed for storage.

  As he watched her leave, Eric's eyes dipped to her bottom again, despite his best efforts. Her wiggle wasn't quite as pronounced in the peasant skirt as it was in her jeans, but it was annoyingly intriguing all the same.

  And although he knew he had a ton of work to do, he followed her to the museum storage room in the basement, feeling his anger flare. He wasn't the type to follow others. They were supposed to follow him.

  He was suddenly in the mood to fire someone.

  Maia swiped her security badge and entered storage, making sure not to hold the door for Eric. Let him swipe his own goddamn pass. Evil stalker dictator scum.

  Okay, maybe she was being a bit harsh. He had made her tea. But he'd made fun of her Holly Hobby bag, too.

  As the door closed on him, he reached for his security badge, arching a sarcastic eyebrow in her direction. “Thanks,” he called.

  Maia scanned the aisles which held countless treasures in storage, enveloped within acid-free packaging and temperature-controlled cases. Once Eric was through the door, she turned to him. “Where did you put him?"

  He looked amused as he tucked his security card back into his pocket. “Are you planning to abduct him?” He reached out and tweaked her upper arm gently. “No offense, but I don't think you have the upper-body strength."

  Red-hot lightning shot through her body when he touched her. Maia reeled at the shocking sensation. She'd never felt anything like it. It left her wanting more. And hating she wanted it so badly. She pulled herself together, praying he hadn't noticed her legs were a little wobbly.

  Okay, who was kidding whom? A lot wobbly.

  But why did he look a little wobbly too?

  "Where,” she repeated, taking time to swallow the saliva suddenly filling her mouth, “is he? I just want to make sure he's okay."

  With a curious look on his underwear-ad-worthy face, he led her down one of the aisles. She saw Eryx right away. Trying not to run, she shuffled toward him, stopping short in front of him. Thanking God he hadn't yet been crated or covered, she breathed a little sigh of relief. Knowing Eric Lord was watching, she resisted touching Eryx. Resisted letting her hands trace the planes of his cold body.

  But she remembered how the god had let his hands cup and fondle her every curve. At least, in her dreams. Would the dreams go away when Eryx was gone? It hurt her to consider it.

  And what would happen to the gallery her father had designed? The gallery he'd fashioned with his own hands with artifacts he'd discovered. His blood, sweat, and tears were in the gallery, and so were hers.

  At least, she figured, dad didn't have to know. In his state, even if she told him, he'd never be able to comprehend such desecration.

  Even though she told herself not to cry, a tear escaped, and she let it trail down the side of her nose. Maybe this was for the best. Maybe this ... thing ... she had with the statue was just unhealthy. Sick. Perverted.

  Maybe Dino was right. Maybe she did just need a good—

  She turned to Eric Lord and sucked in her breath. The resemblance between him and the statue was even more startling when they were together. For a tense moment, she wondered if Lord had all the same attributes as the statue. Including his massive erection.

  "Oh, dear,” she whispered. Dino was right.

  Maybe her dreams wouldn't go away after all, with Eric Lord breathing down her neck.

  It didn't matter anyway. Soon her Eryx would be gone. Really gone. Soon, he'd be halfway around the world, turning on a horde of Russian women. Yes, the Hermitage would treat him well, and he deserved such a prestigious home. But he'd be gone. It made her sick to her stomach. She wiped at the tears which insisted on falling.

  "You love him, don't you?"

  Maia looked up to see Eric towering over her, his eyes crinkling suddenly with something resembling sadness, even empathy. He looked ready to wipe her tears for her, but she pulled away. Being so vulnerable, so open, she couldn't afford to have him touch her again with his lightning-bolt fingers. She was clearly too hard up. If she wasn't careful, she'd make a pass at her new boss.

  "I'm being stupid, I know. Maybe I am bad with change. It's just I'v
e had a lot of it lately ... never mind."

  Eric stared at her, tried to stare into her. What was this change she was talking about? And why did it pain her so? And why was it paining him as well? He'd have to discover what it was.

  Maybe he could fix it.

  No, he warned himself. You're not here to develop an interest in a crazy woman. You're here to perfect the museum.

  She gave her eyes another swipe with her already-wet sleeve. “I'm sorry. According to every business magazine I've ever read, crying in front of the boss is a big no-no. It seems to be right up there with going postal on your colleagues. You just don't do it."

  Eric smiled at her sad attempt at humor, feeling warmth spread right into his toes. Gods, what was it with this woman? She made him feel so strange.

  "I should be more professional about this,” she continued. She took a deep breath, and he watched her chest rise and fall. “I can't think of a better place for Eryx than the Hermitage. I know they'll take care of him as well as I have."

  Before her eyes betrayed her again, Maia fled down the aisle, her gypsy skirt billowing behind her, Holly Hobby bag pressed against her chest with shaky hands.

  Eric stood there, stunned. Feeling quite hollow. It was a feeling he hadn't had in a long time.

  He'd made Maia cry. It sickened him.

  Dammit, why couldn't he be more like Dionysus and not give a shit? He was suddenly wondering if this new project was worth all this torment.

  Unaccustomed to feeling sorry for himself, he straightened his Kenneth Cole tie and marched down the storage aisle. There was no time to worry about emotional mortals. He had work to do.

  Maia Douglas would just have to dry her own damn tears.

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  Chapter Five

  Maia considered her day. It had sucked for a number of reasons.

  Eric Lord wanted to deport her statue (and yes, she did think of Eryx as her statue, thank you very much). To make matters worse, Dino and Sheila had insisted on bombarding Maia with questions all day. What had the director wanted to talk to her about? Was he firing anyone else? What were his plans for the Greek gallery? Was Eric Lord's body as lickable up close as it was from a distance? (And yes, the last question was from Dino.)